Time has passed..

It's funny, I can still feel the old times when my friends and I were still in school like it was just a month ago.. We were doing the weirdest, most unproductive ways of passing time together.
I miss it so much. I miss them so much.

Even though it's only been a year since I last saw some of them, it's still been more than 5 years since we all actually spent the whole day together and hanging out in school. We didn't have to worry about our busy work schedules, we got to text each other all day, we saw each other in school everyday and even on the weekends but now, I can't even call them. I get to check on how they're doing through Facebook or Twitter which isn't as nice as seeing each other but I'm still thankful for those websites.
I do feel like we've grown apart somehow since I moved to another country.. It makes me sad whenever I think about it. I do have some friends over here but it just doesn't feel the same hanging out with them than hanging out with friends that you've known all your life.
I know that I have to just deal with it and I am.. It still makes me lonely though.


Here's some pictures that I found in my Photobucket.. (In no particular order)




Well... those were my college days and the last two were from high school.. There's a lot more pictures but I don't want to have to post all of them. LOL! Anyway.. I feel kinda giddy just looking at these pictures.
Some of them still makes me laugh when I remember what they were about.
Reminiscing is bitter-sweet.

Wake Up~

Wow... Half a year has passed and I'm now just posting another entry in my lonesome blog. I deeply apologize to few readers that I have.

Lately I've just been busy with a whole ton of nothing. "Go to work then go home." (Rinse and repeat) pretty much.. Quite a sad state. We're trying hard to save money to be able to move to Oregon. Hoping that we could successfully do this by the beginning of next year.. the path is pretty dim for now but hopefully it would change.

So what have I been up to since January? Well, I've been busy playing an online game starting around March and lasted till about June... It was quite an emotional roller coaster because of reasons I prefer not to divulge in a public blog. It's done and settled now though in a very upsetting manner. But life goes on. After that I went into a very unhealthy addiction of watching japanese, korean dramas/tv shows and anime (during days off or after work). There were times where I would watch full seasons of 5 different shows in one day, one after the other. I would get horrible headaches but it was worth it. Pretty sick huh? I still watch nowadays but not as extensive as I did for the past 2-1/2 months. I also played "The Sims Medieval" sometimes during my "Show Addiction" days.. It's a very good game. Much much different from the regular Sims game. I would suggest you try playing it if you have any idea what this game is. I kinda put the game on hiatus because now I've moved on to playing "The Sims 3 - Ambitions". I like how you can actually do your job in the game now, it's awesome. I missed playing The Sims..

Anyway, I have been listening to a lot of K-Pop and J-Pop music. I'm very happy that "Super Junior" finally released their 5th Album "Mr. Simple".

I really like this album and I enjoy all the songs in it. Just kinda sad that they have to go for their military duties but till they it needs to be done. :<

I've also been seriously studying Hangeul. It's hard.. really hard without a teacher but I think I'm doing well so far. Also, John and I are practicing sign language. On top of that, we also got a violin a few months ago and been trying to learn it. Very frustrating and extra hard without anyone showing you what to do.. patience is a virtue though. So obviously I haven't done much practicing because I have patience the size of a penny. I'm surprised that I've been in my job for about a year now without strangling a single patient. But don't get me wrong, I would love to just reach over and shut those people up if there's no consequences. I've never encountered such immense amount of obese, idiotic and narrow-minded people in my whole life. *sigh*


I think that wraps up my activities so far.. at least a summary of it. There's more to it but not that much. I should go to bed now... Until my next post then. Ja ne. ♥

A New Year Again.

WOW! I just remembered that I have a blog. It's been quite a while since I last posted something here.. Well, we've just been working a lot and not a lot of fun things to do. Work is okay but there's a lot of going on there right now for me and that's not good. Hopefully it'll get better. 

John and I both worked on New Year's day so we didn't really do anything there. New Year's day is generally sad and boring in this town anyway so I guess working is not such a bad thing. It's just been very very cold inside and outside of the house.. Our heater's not the best.

I miss the fun-filled places with colorful and loud fireworks. On New Year's eve, the houses would be filled with lots of good food and everyone's up and excited for midnight to come, lighting fireworks and making noises as we wait. *sigh*

Anyway, I've been sick for the last week and am just now getting much better. This place is turning me into a sickly person. I also feel a little dumber because of the people that I have to deal with around town. We need to move to a different state asap. Seriously.

We have new family members named Nibbler and Nugget. They are our new gerbils that loves to sleep and eat. They're so cute! 

They're both males. We got Nugget two days after getting Nibbler although they are from the same litter so they get along pretty well. They like to huddle together in their newly made cave that they worked really hard on even if they have a pre-made ball-like bed just beside it.  Weirdos. But I guess it's warmer in there and now they have a garage. ^__^

They have a wheel in their house but they never use it, they both don't know how to use one I guess. We're all still getting to know each other and hopefully sometime soon, they'll trust us enough not to try and run away. I would really like them to be able to just sit on my shoulder or just stay with me comfortably like we're long time buddies.

This is all for now, I'm feeling tired and sleepy already since it's midnight. 

Good night.